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Turnings, layers and leaps

multi-layered © Mahala Mazerov

If I had flower for every time I thought if you, I could walk in my garden forever. ~ Alfred Lord Tennyson.

I have been thinking of you more than you know.

It’s been a multi-layered period of inner shifts and turnings on the way to some central truth. Sometimes there’s been nothing I could put together in words. Other times, like now, there’s almost too much to say.

I have to admit that it worries me to go so long without being in touch. The internet is full of people who show up every single day on their blogs, in their products and programs or on guest posts and interviews all over the web.

The more I tune in to what I need to best be in service, the more clearly my inner voice directs me to spend more time creating and less time engaging right now.

It scares me though. I’m afraid you’ll forget me. I’m afraid when I finally bring something forward you won’t know who I am. Or worse, you won’t care.

The grounded and wise-in-so-many-ways Pam Slim has assured me you will still be here. You will understand. She says our connection doesn’t depend on me frantically trying to be everywhere (while ultimately serving no one.)

I’ve decided to trust her. More than that, I’ve decided to trust YOU.

For some of you, this is the first you’ve seen the Luminous Heart redesign. There was more in the background waiting to be revealed.

On Valentines Day my heart and my clarity around my work stepped up 10,000 notches. The change I’m making doesn’t fit in the space of the Luminous Heart web site. A new site (carrying over the new design) is in the works nearing completion. I will, with my heart in my throat and my hopes flung wide open, let you know when it is launched.

Yesterday I pulled a sheet of ice from the garden bed. I know it’s far too early to plant but I feel the promise ahead and it thrills me. Things are like that now for me. There’s something stirring, that almost wants to explode into life. But it needs a little more time before I share.

I think, to many of you, the change will be indistinguishable. It’s quite possible you’ve been waiting for me to get clear and get creating.

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In the e-book I wrote for Profitable Idealism, I talk about playing with concrete numbers instead of simply having a formless vision. The day after I delivered the e-book, one number I had been playing with increased exponentially. Little did I guess taking my own advice would lead to such a monumental leap of my own.

You’ll have to wait to see the new site to know what I’m talking about. But here’s a hint: “my work stepped up 10,000 notches.”

25 Responses to Turnings, layers and leaps
  1. kelli
    February 21, 2011 | 1:24 pm

    welcome back! I will always be here.
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    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:47 pm

      Kelli, thank you. I know you’re on the move and can’t wait to hear where you’re headed.
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  2. Lindsay
    February 21, 2011 | 1:29 pm

    I will be here too Mahala :) Beautiful to see you back here, and the perfect words for me today, of course x
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    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:49 pm

      Thank you, Lindsay. If they’re perfect words for you today, I’m happy. What makes them resonate?
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  3. Rupa
    February 21, 2011 | 1:41 pm

    You are un-forgettable, Mahala.

    The thing is, you make so much of an impression –kind of like one of those memory mattresses :))– that I feel your presence regardless of your being everywhere on the net. What’s more, the little distance makes me miss you.

    Excited about the new sprouts in your ‘garden’! Thank you for tending them lovingly in their time. Inspired. x
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    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:51 pm

      Oh I adore the thought of being like a memory mattress! Soft embrace, fitted especially to you. Always.
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  4. Carolyn
    February 21, 2011 | 2:31 pm

    I am looking forward to getting to know you!I had just found you, when you disappeared,but sometimes, just like our gardens,we have a still time, so that we can rejuvenate and start anew in the spring!

    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:53 pm

      I’m so grateful you held onto the connection even though I disappeared. I look forward to getting to know you better too, Carolyn.
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  5. Rosaland
    February 21, 2011 | 3:57 pm

    I have the same worry when I go a long time between postings. But I think we all understand that life, the work of life and the work of spirit, can have us occupied. I’m here, listening for you and with you.
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    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:55 pm

      “Life, the work of life, and the work of the spirit.” I like that. yes. Thanks for being here, Rosaland
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  6. Jennifer Louden
    February 21, 2011 | 4:47 pm

    waiting with 10,000 bated breaths!
    Jennifer Louden´s last blog ..The Sexy Desire Drenched Embarrassment of Taking a StandMy ComLuv Profile

    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 4:56 pm

      Oh dear, be careful darling. I’m afraid you could hyperventilate. xxx
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  7. Elana
    February 21, 2011 | 5:33 pm

    The world needs you. My world certainly does! : )

    Love!

    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 21, 2011 | 6:32 pm

      Elana! Thank you dearheart. I look at that photo of you and think, “She who can lift the world.”
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  8. Lynne Tolk
    February 21, 2011 | 7:45 pm

    I certainly haven’t forgotten! And I know that need to incubate, being in that space myself right now. Can’t wait to see what emerges from your process!
    Lynne Tolk´s last blog ..On the Path to Living CreativelyMy ComLuv Profile

    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 22, 2011 | 11:47 am

      May you have a lovely incubation :) Looking forward to what emerges for you, too.
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  9. carolyn
    February 21, 2011 | 10:22 pm

    Oh Mahala, Hello Hello Hello…. I’m sososo HAPPY to see you again. Now I don’t have to write that email I planned over the weekend, begging you to please offer another course. The teachings from Sacred Self Care still resonate in my life like deep waves of a gong.

    “There’s something stirring, that almost wants to explode into life. ” …I answer, “Explode Away, woman!”

    The hard part of taking time to turn inward, I find, is not feeling guilty about doing it (neglecting the outward forms of production) AND the fear that this delightful self-reflective/creative time will pass…
    carolyn´s last blog ..HappinessMy ComLuv Profile
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    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 22, 2011 | 11:51 am

      Hey my dear, I’m glad I’ve saved you the email. It’s good to know, too, I can’t disappear forever without you pulling me back.

      “Explode Away!” Hmm. I’m trying to be careful not to spontaneously combust here. But thank you so much for you enthusiasm. It means more to me than you can imagine.
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  10. Virginia El Foris-Grant
    February 22, 2011 | 10:58 am

    Dear Mahala,
    I am glad to hear from you.
    I feel very happy to receive you mail.
    I was not seeing my mails so often.
    Thanks for turnings,layers and leaps.
    It let us think.
    Have a nice day with love from Virginia.

    • Mahala Mazerov
      February 22, 2011 | 11:52 am

      Hello dear Virginia,
      It’s always good to hear from you. I hope life is happy and you are not working too hard. Thank you for always sending kindness. ~ Mahala
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  11. Carol
    February 22, 2011 | 9:59 pm

    Ahh, I have been hoping you would appear again. My patience has been rewarded …
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  12. Ann
    February 23, 2011 | 7:49 am

    Hooray! I’ve been thinking about you lately, wondering how your retreat went,how your journey in this new year is going. Have barely dipped my toes in the twit-stream lately & feel so out-of-touch…I’m deeply grateful to hear from you and I can’t wait to see what you’re bringing forth.

    love,
    Ann
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  13. hazel colditz
    February 23, 2011 | 9:36 am

    mahala…lovely to see this new work thus far…and to hear from you.
    create away my friend!

  14. Becky
    February 25, 2011 | 3:39 pm

    It’s so great to hear from you again! I’ll never forget you – no way! I figured there was probably some kind of process going on that required you to be away from the blog for a while. It’s totally exciting to hear about this giant leap you’ve made, and I’m looking forward to seeing/hearing more! Yay!
    Becky´s last blog ..Elevator To HellMy ComLuv Profile

  15. Becky
    February 25, 2011 | 3:40 pm

    Whoops, I didn’t realize it was gonna post that “elevator to hell” thingy there – sorry ’bout that. Just a song I posted recently.

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